Assalamualaikum WBT.
Penat sungguh harini. Struggle dengan ramai orang dekat efbee. Lepas satu, satu masalah. Now, aiyaiyai T^T Seems like everybody really really wants me to make my bad habit again. And tiba-2 aku rindu nak buat bad habit tu. Dulu, my fellow dormmate yg selalu nasihatkan aku. Yes, that one is Syakirah.
"Eryn, takpenat ke tiap2 hari menangis?"
"Tak. Crying is my hobby"
Seriously do. I'm so sick of pretending that I'm OK in front of you. I feel like every part of me slowly dying inside. We're slowly very very apart than before. Don't you realise it? Seriously. Aku rasa down gila bila kita gaduh. Aku tak tipu. Kau boleh tanya dormmate aku. And aku taktahu laah. Lately ni aku rasa different gila. Macam kena sampuk pun ada kot. And aku rasa janggal gila nak nangis depan kau. Aku tahu kau terasa gila sebab aku close sikit dengan Raby kaan? Aku tahu semua itu. Tapi kau tolong ah faham wey. Next year kita satu class and maybe duduk sebelah-2 pulak kaan? Please lah pity me. Next year, Raby dah tak satu kelas dengan aku. It's not my mean to make your day down. Aku tahu, status dekat efbee tu untuk aku and sebab friendship kita start to ruin kan? Dengar okay..! I will never make our friendship turns to Shit.
"Eryn, takpenat ke tiap2 hari menangis?"
"Tak. Crying is my hobby"
Seriously do. I'm so sick of pretending that I'm OK in front of you. I feel like every part of me slowly dying inside. We're slowly very very apart than before. Don't you realise it? Seriously. Aku rasa down gila bila kita gaduh. Aku tak tipu. Kau boleh tanya dormmate aku. And aku taktahu laah. Lately ni aku rasa different gila. Macam kena sampuk pun ada kot. And aku rasa janggal gila nak nangis depan kau. Aku tahu kau terasa gila sebab aku close sikit dengan Raby kaan? Aku tahu semua itu. Tapi kau tolong ah faham wey. Next year kita satu class and maybe duduk sebelah-2 pulak kaan? Please lah pity me. Next year, Raby dah tak satu kelas dengan aku. It's not my mean to make your day down. Aku tahu, status dekat efbee tu untuk aku and sebab friendship kita start to ruin kan? Dengar okay..! I will never make our friendship turns to Shit.
*Bye. Moody sikit.
Lots Of Love, Eryn ♥
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